never thought you seem very cheerful when this hearts blown away
I thought you were special
so special that I've forgotten my own strength
I've always been running for the sake of your safety
but you always try to envy me
I envy you . . !
I am trying to make a salvation . . !
a fucking true salvation . . !

your pity doesn't effect on me, no, no more
your hands wouldn't be as warm as before
your grace would be a time where this soul couldn't love you no more
your kiss will never again be tastes as soft as those times you've given to me

dear,
if you would just listen to my words,
my sadness words . . !
wouldn't you think all this mess will just be disappear . .
gone by the wind
perishing 'till its very sins . . .